WHY DO A LOT of people act like you owe them something? Why do a lot of people think that you have to walk on tip toe before them like they even deserve it? Why do a lot of people get insecure when they see how happy you are now and that you’re no longer drowning in your yesterdays? Why do a lot of people act like you owe them the time they spent in meeting you knowing that it’s you who made the effort of going to where you could meet her in the first place? It’s not even halfway yet!
SOME WOULD REALLY think and believe that they’re always better than you. That if they’re not happy, you should not, too. I have already empathized on you a lot of times. I even controlled my temper and gave you a benefit of the doubt just to help you feel good for you were undergoing a certain circumstance knowing that at those times, I was drowning in my depression as well. I healed all within me. I healed all by myself. I healed all alone. As much as possible I never bothered you nor anybody else when I was so down and depressed though I was nearly there and now that I was able to cope up, you’ll just simply throw me this face of shit? I mean, what kind of friend are you? Well, I shouldn’t have gone there in the first place so I wouldn’t have to observe and feel your insecurity. Even just for one fuckin’ hour, you couldn’t even dare to fake! All you think of is yourself. All you care for are your feelings. You only hear what you wanna hear. At times you’re down, you want others to be on the same boat as you are. It doesn’t mean that you’re losing, others should, too. But you know what? At those times when I was the one who’s down, where were you? Of course, you’re just right there showing me how tired you were of comforting me. That it was very contagious to promote a depressive atmosphere.
DON’T EXPECT ME to bend for I’ve already been there for several times now. I’ve done that already and this time, it’s all over. If you’re already tired, then that’s fine. The feeling is just so mutual!